Janie's Spa for the Soul & MORE

Hope for the new year . . . Cocoon

2011-12-29T14:59:00.000-08:00

"This I call to my mind, therefore I hope." Lamentations 3:21

Hello friends, it has been a long time since I have blogged but I do plan to continue! I will be sharing with you a new (organic) format for my poems to be developed into an App for the Iphone and more.

I would so appreciate your prayer for this project as a way that I might reach girls, in particular, with the hope and life that they can find in knowing Jesus. Each soul poem will be unique and hopefully appealing to the next generation.

With many of them, I will include artwork from the stamps of Laura Campbell, (www.layersofcolor.com). She is an amazing artist and friend. (This one does not utilize her artwork.)

May I encourage you to step into the new year with HOPE to become more and more who He created YOU to be~ no matter what COCOON you may find yourself in right now. . . There is hope in the struggle, the pain you endure. God is refining, making you pure . . . Happy NEW YEAR indeed!

Into the warmth of light

2011-10-16T13:28:00.001-07:00

Silk

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Butterfly Bush

2011-08-05T12:54:00.000-07:00

Butterfly Bush

Elusive beauty

how do I capture Thee?

Ruby wings etched with a golden rim

uneven lines and shapes-

an unimaginable, perfect

creation

rests in stillness

on an azure blossom

as lapis lazuli and sapphires.

Peaches and I

watch in wonder,

wait for the slightest

quiver.

Courageously,

she moves

gently, silently

as only a golden retriever can,

for a closer look-

one chunky paw

slowly

after another.

She stops,

rests her nose on top

of the Butterfly bush,

smells the sweet scent

arouses response.

Butterfly beauty

lifts in flight

flutters out of sight

as two companions

lost in contemplation

wish to be

a Butterfly Bush

like Thee!

Janie Seltzer

Come still and fill your soul with us . . .

2011-07-17T05:54:00.000-07:00

“I shall open my eyes and ears. Once every day, I shall stare at a tree, a flower, a cloud, or a person. I shall not then be concerned at all to ask what they are but simply be glad that they are. I shall joyfully allow them the mystery of what C.S. Lewis calls their “divine, magical, terrifying and esctatic” existence.” (Clyde Kilby)

Come worship the Creator of heaven and earth with us today

in the Outdoor Sanctuary

of the Hidden Life House (our home, 7218 Durango Circle, Carlsbad, CA) at 10:00am.

Coffee will be waiting . . . Peaches is waiting . . . (Rudy, pictured with Peaches, is home with Dustin Leigh and Luke; Sweden is home with John Mark.)

But most of all, Jesus waits with Don (and me) . . . for you to come so that "your roots may go down deep into the soil of God's marvelous love" (Ephesians 3:17).

"I pray that you will begin to understand the incredible greatness of His power for us who believe Him. This is the same mighty power that raised Christ from the dead and seated Him in the place of honor at God's right hand in the heavenly realms . . . For He raised us from the dead along with Christ, and we are seated with Him in the heavenly realms all because we are one with Christ Jesus. And so God can always point to us as examples of the incredible wealth of His favor and kindness toward us, as shown in all He has done for us through Christ Jesus."

(Ephesians 1:19-20; 2:6-7).

Hidden Life Ministries: "Your real life is hidden with Christ in God" (Colossians 3:3)

Reality of God: Cultivating His presence

2011-06-02T10:10:00.000-07:00

"Christ becomes more real to the one who persists in the cultivation of His presence . . . The reality of Jesus comes as a result of secret prayer and a personal study of the Bible that is devotional and sympathetic." Maltbie D. Babcock

If you are a female and desire to learn more about the cultivation of His presence, come to an upcoming mini-Retreat-

"Spa for the Soul DAY Retreat" or or email janie@hiddenlife.com.

When tornadoes come . . . sharing the grief and loss.

2011-04-29T11:16:00.000-07:00

With love and much prayer for those who are suffering . . . Janie
(Photography by Michael Seewald)

Good Friday for us . . . NOT our Lord . . .

2011-04-22T10:01:00.000-07:00

Join Don and me and others from Hidden Life Ministries today at 4:30pm at the Prince of Peace Abbey to walk the Stations of the Cross in prayer and reflection . . .

as we remember what He suffered for our Salvation:

"When we were utterly helpless, Christ came at just the right time and died for us sinners. Now, most people would not be willing to die for an upright person, though someone might perhaps be willing to die for a person who is especially good. But God showed His great love for us by sending Christ to die for us while we were still sinners. And since we have been made right in God’s sight by the blood of Christ, He will certainly save us from God’s condemnation. For since our friendship with God was restored by the death of His Son while we were still His enemies, we will certainly be saved through the life of His Son. So now we can rejoice in our wonderful new relationship with God because our Lord Jesus Christ has made us friends of God." Romans 5:6-11

Under His Wings . . .

2011-04-11T10:42:00.000-07:00

If you have not learned of this amazing opportunity to watch live streaming video of a Mother Eagle and her three newly hatched Eaglets, here is the place: USTREAM. I have it bookmarked and check in regularly to view.

I am refreshed and comforted to watch the attentiveness of the Mother Eagle. . . . I am reminded of the attentiveness and constant watchcare of of our God to us, his people, who linger under his Mothering wings (we all know that God is neither male or female~ God is both! Our Mother, our Father, our dearest Friend, our Good Shepherd, Lover of our soul.)

“For the people of Israel belong to the Lord; Jacob is his special possession. He found them in a desert land,
in an empty, howling wasteland.He surrounded them and watched over them;
He guarded them as he would guard his own eyes.
Like an eagle that rouses her chicks
and hovers over her young,
so he spread his wings to take them up
and carried them safely on his pinions." ( Deut. 32: 9-11, NLT)

All of this reminds me of a poem I'd like to share: (photography by Jon Smithers)

Treasure

2011-01-28T12:28:00.000-08:00

Oh come let us adore Him!

2010-12-19T08:22:00.000-08:00

The soul

lilts in silence

hears the angels' sing

hurries to the manger

absorbs radiance

from the Face,

finds grace to proclaim

in sullen darkness

He is alive-

NOW!

Time and space

ponder

His presence;

All who listen

to the wonder . . .

bow down.

Janie Seltzer

"God expects my personal life to be a 'Bethlehem,' that His Son might be manifested in my mortal flesh." Oswald Chambers

Merry Christmas, my friends! May our souls bow down in worship . . . and become a welcome Bethlehem for our Savior.

Your Interior Castle (the King awaits . . . )

2010-11-19T12:27:00.000-08:00

At a time when Copernius was advancing his riveting observations about the solar system, Columbus had already found his way to the Continent of North America, and the Church was under great fire from science and the Protestant Reformation, a young, twenty-something woman from the home of a nobleman had a wake-up call from eternity.

Her name was Teresa of Avila. Attractive, worldly-wise, and pursued by many suitors who desired her hand in marriage, Teresa was suddenly and literally struck down with a mysterious disease, which to this day remains somewhat of a puzzle to physicians.

However, as is often the case when there is an inner, soulful attentiveness, Teresa became alert to movement of God who was Himself pursuing her, wooing her to His own heart. We are, needless to say, richer as a result of Teresa's attentiveness, obedience and ability to write down the insights she gained from her on-going physical challenges--challenges that became only a reminder of a greater, deeper, hidden reality.

It is from one of her classic works is The Interior Castle, that I would like to share today:

To have a strong, inner life with God . . . "You must begin by seeing that each of our souls is like a splendid castle. The castle is fashioned entirely out of the clearest crystal--better still, out of diamond. Because of this, you and everyone around you may look within to the very center, to the throne room itself, the seat of majesty where One sovereign authority . . . governs from this center of your soul . . . If you reflect on this very carefully, you will realize how apt a picture this is, because His Majesty, our Lord Jesus, told us that His Kingdom is a spiritual one (John 18:36).

And so the soul that is built on the spiritual foundation of His righteousness can be a heavenly paradise. In the soul that is awakened to this understanding--the soul that gives total reign to its Majesty--God takes His delight.

All this is a mystery that even the great intellect can never take in, just as no one can fully comprehend God. . . So I will tell you from the outset, you will only exhaust yourself if you struggle to understand with human intellect this interior castle and its beauty. You must enter the castle with your soul.

And all the while, hold these truths in mind: while He is within us, he is still, also, the high and holy Creator and we are His creations. And there is a vast difference between our comprehension and His. He is Spirit, and we are flesh. How can we ever create with our own hands, by our poor efforts, a place fitting for His Majesty, since we cannot form the slightest conception of Him on our own?

We begin this way: we choose to bring all things--our rebelling thoughts, will and emotions, and every external circumstance, however pleasant or miserable--and lay them at His feet. In short, we start by allowing our sovereign King to govern--and in this way we begin to see, as through a mist, the first dim outline of the castle He longs to reveal within us--an interior dwelling place of sublime dignity and great beauty."

(From Majestic is Your Name, by David Hazard, emphasis mine)

"One thing I ask from the LORD, this only do I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze on the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple." Psalm 27:4

Are you present?

2010-10-22T10:04:00.000-07:00

Today's reading in Streams in the Desert is the source of what I am prompted to share. At our Chapel Fellowship (coming up this Sunday at 10:00am at our home~ you are most welcome to worship with us), we've been looking at Moses and how God moved in patient and persevering ways to shape him into a humble, if reluctant servant. (Sound familiar?)

The Scripture cited in Streams, Exodus 3:1-2, reads like this: "Now Moses was tending the flock of Jethro his father-in-law, the priest of Midian, and he led the flock to the far side of the desert and came to Horeb, the mountain of God. There the angel of the LORD appeared to him in flames of fire from within a bush. Moses saw that though the bush was on fire it did not burn up. So Moses thought, "I will go over and see this strange sight—why the bush does not burn up."

When the LORD saw that he had gone over to look, God called to him from within the bush, "Moses! Moses!" And Moses said, "Here I am."

Two things:

1. There is a burning bush near you, in your ordinary life~ no matter where you are~ even if you are on the far side of the desert (even more so.) Take your shoes off, He is near~ if you pay attention and watch . . . saying here I am.

2. As you seek Him, life will begin to flame up in you!

Maybe right now you would like to prayer this prayer with me . . . and watch flames of fire rise up . . .

Maker of heaven and earth

as I seek You, face to face

in faith,

transfigure my life

by Your presence . . .

fill my soul

with the wine of your Spirit!

Intoxicate me

with Thee . . .

as I lean

into your heart,

and marvel

at Your beauty~

flood me with fluid radiance

rejoicing simply . . .

in knowing You.

Draw near my friends. In love I say, take your mental shoes off, wherever you are!
My prayer is that you can say truly say~ oh yes, here is the flame, here is the wine that satisfies, here is the life. . . . as near as my own breath.

"You have filled my heart with greater joy than when their grain and new wine abound." Psalm 4:7

Gems to share

2010-10-13T14:40:00.000-07:00

As I sit in the lovely and majestic Chapel at Loyola Marymount where I am now a grad student in theology, I realize that I have the opportunity to share with you some of the gems of my reading through this blog. In a sense, you can journey with me, as I learn and grow and discover exactly why I have been called to be here.

Not all of my reading is enjoyable, of course, or is soul enriching stuff. Some I slog through in obedience, knowing that the privilege of being here demands that I do the rigors of all of it~ the pleasant and the unpleasant, the precious gems and black coal. I'll spare you the black coal. Rather, like a miner in a dark cavern (appropriate metaphor at the moment with the men being rescued, praise God, in Chili) I will emerge from time to time, dirty and dusty with my miner's cap still on my head and the light aglow~ and share the good stuff, or, at least, what I find nourishing, encouraging and radiant with beauty. Perhaps your soul will be enriched as well!

So here we go . . . But first, just once perhaps, I must give you the context of where I am so you can join me here. Sit with me for a few moments and rest awhile. Envision yourself in a lovely and majestic Chapel with a high, arched ceiling, white-washed and bathed in light. Stained glass windows encircle us with depictions of all of the Apostles. Jesus hangs above the altar, in the midst of His passion on the Cross. Soft light shines on our Savior, somehow softening the agony He suffered, yet not forgotten.

Two smaller stained glass windows are open beside the pew where I sit. I can see the trees in the courtyard outside and feel the wind that blows softly in and through the Chapel. The bells in the Chapel ring every fifteen minutes, marking the passage of time~ time that passes too quickly, yet I am in the present moment, unrushed, at peace.

In the distance I hear planes taking off at LAX, only a few miles from campus. Yet, the tranquility that surrounds me defies the distant noise and the busy congestion on the streets below the hill on which LMU sits, overlooking LA. I chose to read in the Chapel rather than the handsome, circular and very modern library not too far from here. I am mostly alone, except for the few people that come in to pray or to prepare for an upcoming service. I drink in the quiet, soak in the beauty, and find the real presence of God. Yet, even as I write this, I know that while sacred space is a wonderful blessing, no matter where we are we can find His presence, if we seek Him. The very Spirit of God is, truly, our Cathedral.

My first gem to share is Catherine of Siena (1347-1380), the twenty-third child of a cloth merchant in northern Italy, who, at the age of sixteen joined the Sisters of Penace of St. Dominic and spent her life in devotional exercises. She never learned to write and these words were dictated to a secretary: (I have not edited her original words, just had to pick and choose.)

"Thanks, thanks to Thee, O Eternal Father, for thou hast not despised me, the work of thy hands, nor turned thy face from me . . . I confess and do not deny that thou didst love me before I existed, and that they love for me is ineffable, as if thou wast mad with love for they creature, O Eternal Trinity! O Godhead! . . . Thou art a deep Sea, into which the deeper I enter the more I find, and the more I find, the more I seek: the soul cannot be satiated in thy abyss, for she continually hungers after thee, the Eternal Trinity, desiring to see thee with light in thy light.

. . . O Sea Profound! what more couldst thou give me than thyself? Thou are the fire which ever burns without being consumed; thou consumest in thy heat all the soul's self-love; thou art the fire which takes away all cold; . . . By the light of faith I have acquired wisdom in the wisdom of the Word--thy only begotten Son. In the light of faith I am strong, constant, and persevering. In the light of faith, I hope. . . Clothe me, clothe me with thee, O Eternal Truth, that I may run my mortal course with true obedience and the light of holy faith, with which light I feel that my soul is about to become inebriated afresh."

Blessings this day to each of you. May you be inebriated with His love. For He is madly in love with you! Janie

Divine mystery in suffering

2010-09-10T09:07:00.000-07:00

Who among us does not wish to run from suffering? And, rightly so. We would be masochists to seek suffering.

However, to fear suffering and trouble debilitates our life. Fear of any sort paralyzes and prevents us from enjoyment of the present~ where God is! God is our present reality and in Him is our joy, peace and place of comfort and rest.

Further, as said in Streams in the Desert (if you are reading today): "There is divine mystery in suffering, a strange and supernatural power in it . . . our whole being lies perfectly still under the hand of God . . . a quietness of eternity settles down into the whole being; the tongue grows still . . . every atom of our nature is like the placid Galilee under the omnipotent feet of our Jesus."

Not too shabby a result of allowing Jesus to take us wherever we need to go~ even in trouble and suffering! He becomes our OVERCOMER. "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." John 16:33

The atmosphere is different here

love banishes fear,

sweet smells like honeycomb

fill the air~

I am aware of Him

as birds sing

sun warms limbs,

a gentle breeze blows

cool through branches;

grace permeates this place

where glory dwells

and angels linger 'round

the Throne~ eternal Home.

Who could have known

that suffering would uproot

from here~ to there,

to be near to Him?

Janie Seltzer

Into the Beam

2010-08-19T09:23:00.000-07:00

You call us

into the beam,

away from ball

and chain

from crumbling hillsides,

bribes and lies,

into Majesty

peace, rest

where souls sit down

around Your feet,

where whirls cease

where we are alone

with You
in fullness;

a river of light

delights, heals.

Janie Seltzer

"How precious is Your unfailing love, O God!

All humanity finds shelter

in the shadow of Your wings.

You feed me from the abundance
of Your own house,

letting them drink from Your river of delights.

For You are the fountain of life,

the light by which we see." Psalm 36:7-9

Unmitigated disaster

2010-08-06T11:36:00.000-07:00

"God called Jesus Christ to what seemed unmitigated disaster. Jesus Christ called His disciples to see Him put to death. He led every one of them to the place where their hearts were broken . . . " Oswald Chambers

Have you finished breaking my heart yet, Lord?

I just read: "If through a broken heart

God can bring His purposes to pass in the world,

then thank Him for breaking your heart."

My heart feels lighter today~

after months of aching. . .

I feel cleaner too.

Is my bloodline cleaner?

Is Your transfusion complete?

Do my veins flow with Your own clean blood?

Have You accomplished the cleansing I need?

Am I riding on Your white horse . . .

the Rider whose name is Faithful and True,

whose eyes blaze with the purity

I desire?

I grasp Your precious, bloody robe, and know:

"For the Lord is Spirit and where the Spirit of the Lord is,

there is freedom."

Thank you, Father, for breaking my heart.

Janie Seltzer, 1993

(II Corinthians 3:17, Rev. 19:12-13, quote from Oswald Chambers)

My friends, I send these words to encourage you~ if you are facing unmitigated disaster, even with Jesus as your guide~ He is doing a GOOD WORK. Do not be afraid! Take courage~ Do not be discouraged or dismayed. Get on the horse and hold onto the Rider. He will see you through!

Trust in the darkness

2010-08-04T10:42:00.000-07:00

My Father has taught me much about trust in the darkness. He has taught me not to fear the darkness as it is a place where He is at work in mysterious, soulful ways that I cannot see or understand. Yet, because I know He is good, I can trust that, in the end, He works a wondrously good work~ even if not all ends to my personal liking nor does a beautiful purple bow tie it all up. (Paul puts it it this way: "Should the thing that was created say to the one who made it, 'Why have you made me like this?'"( Romans 9:20)

This deep kind of trust demands that we know He is good. But how do we really know that?

The honest answer is that we don't. At least, we do not know it scientifically (as if science can prove such things) or rationally (as if our mind can contain the deep things of God).

The truth is that we know what we know (of infinite, eternal mysteries) only as a gift of grace.

Think about it: all that we have is RECEIVED. For example, who we are, where we were born and how, our level of intelligence, our creativity, our children, our ability to generate income, who we know (and don't), our health~~ the CORE of what we has is ALL GIFT. Even our FAITH is a gift! (Ephesians 2:8-9)

Of course, our job is to make pies from apples, paintings from paint, songs from the notes that float into the head, poems, novels, blogs from words :) etc~ that is our human part, even responsibility~ as our Father requires and delights to see us CREATE from HIS GIFTS . . . in fact, our response to the Creation ordinance~ "Be fruitful and multiply." (Genesis 1:27)

So back to the main point: if we believe (as a gift of grace) that "He exists and that He rewards those who sincerely seek Him" (Hebrews 11:6)~ then to trust Him in the darkness of circumstances or in seeming absence of His presence~ is to make apple pies from the apples of faith or to build a Cathedral from the lumber of faith.

We take what we have been given (faith) and build a Cathedral of Trust in our souls that cannot be destroyed by the Enemy or by circumstances (no matter how dire) or by our own wobbly emotions. Treasures of Darkness indeed!

"And I will give you treasures hidden in the darkness, secret riches. I will do this so you may know that I am the Lord, the God of Israel, the One who calls you by name." Isaiah 45:3

Speaking of OPEN WINDOWS!

2010-07-31T11:54:00.000-07:00

Hello friends, this blog is a bit out of the ordinary (much more personal) and not at all planned as a follow-up with the blog you just received. Yet, it occurs to me (with Don's full support) to share with you a GREAT EXAMPLE of CLOSED doors AND OPEN windows. (Nothing like the real thing to make something come alive!)

As most of you know, my husband, Don, resigned from North Coast Presbyterian Church in March, 2008. It was a difficult, even devastating time in our lives. Don had been diagnosed with the mood disorder, Bipolar (manic-depressive) (level 2, the lower level, thankfully). This is a genetically predisposed brain disorder (Don's father is Bipolar). By the time he resigned, Don was stabilized on the proper medication and has been steady, consistent and diligent to take the needed lithium ever since to deal with this bio-chemical problem of the brain.

Don gives me full freedom to share this with you~ and encourages the honesty and transparency, as a matter of fact.

Since that time, Don and I have walked the walk of faith together step by step, day by day~ watching and waiting for God's perfect will for the next phase of our ministry together.

Together we have made all decisions and have learned, more than ever, to be in step with one another as we seek to be in step with our Lord.

Among other things~ including a Chapel Fellowship in our home (a "Trader Joes" approach to church :), Bible studies and more~ the Father has given to Don a HUGE HEART for those in the grip of addiction.This disease of the brain is also genetically predisposed. Those who are addicted have essentially restructured their brain and need compassionate help to get them into Treatment.

Don finished classes at UCSD in Intervention Studies and has recently completed three successful Interventions. We are humbled and thankful for this new avenue of service for the Kingdom~ a back door, to be sure, as Don is not there to push the Gospel but to live the Good News in front of those he serves. This is one of our missions for Hidden Life Ministries. As I said at the outset, God has a mysterious way of closing doors and opening windows~ all to His glory.

Do check out his new website: http://www.sandiegointerventions.com/

And, of course, if you know anyone whose family is suffering due to an addicted loved one, you know who to call!

Grace and peace, Janie and Don

Surest sign of God's Will

2010-07-31T10:46:00.000-07:00

Do not dismay or be discouraged when doors shut. I have learned through years of walking with God~ and observing His ways~ that the surest indication of God's will is a closed door. That is a GOOD thing! How often have we said, "How do we really know God's will?" Well, here you go! :)

I have actually learned to be THANKFUL for closed doors~ ONE PATH to surely eliminate! As a matter of fact, as it says in Streams in the Desert today: "Ask Him to shut against you every door but the right one. . . " (F.B. Meyer)

Clarity in the journey is the best we can ask for~ step by step~ day by day. I have learned to TRUST the GUIDE. He knows what is best and has my best interests at heart~ for MY GOOD and HIS GLORY! Frankly, what else do I walk this planet for?

I believe I am here for the glory of God and the furtherance of HIS KINGDOM of LOVE and GRACE on earth. My true Home is with HIM~ and I look forward to residing there throughout eternity.

In the meantime, I say, ~ just POINT THE WAY~ so I can please You and make a difference for Your Kingdom. Wisdom and guidance is the best I can have~ and, in the end, ALL YOU AND I NEED.

So, thank you, Father, for CLOSED DOORS! I will turn another way . . . step by step. . . day by day . . . in faith. Will you join me in the walk of faith?

Flowers grow outside the window of my prayers,

The message I hear again and again: New life ahead!

Trust Me in the darkness, your loss will mean gain;

For each Door that has closed, a Window remains!

Janie Seltzer

"See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?

I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland." Isaiah 43:19

PS: Chapel Worship tomorrow if you care to join us! 10:00-11:30am. Hope to see you here!

Listen

2010-07-18T05:48:00.000-07:00

Satisfied

2010-06-26T10:01:00.000-07:00

Leave Room . . .

2010-06-17T09:35:00.000-07:00

A Sabbath Prayer

2010-06-06T08:03:00.000-07:00

Holy Father

clear the cobwebs and corners of my soul

where darkness dwells.

Crush the rush of sin within my veins;

A world competes, with eerie enticements,

and enemies abound.

Shine, shine the cleansing truth

Your Word contains,

and there remain.

Janie Seltzer

"Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a loyal spirit within me. Do not banish me from your presence,
and don’t take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation

and make me willing to obey You." Psalm 51:27-29

Hidden Life Chapel Fellowship today. Come, let us worship Him together . . .

www.hiddenlife.com

True fullness

2010-05-29T10:01:00.000-07:00

Hidden Life albums

Cocoon

2010-05-23T07:34:00.000-07:00

There is hope in the struggle

the pain you endure,

God is refining

making you pure;

In the midst of the darkness

confusion and pain,

He touches with tenderness

whispers your name.

Though you feel like a worm

in a cold, enclosed place;

Call on His Spirit

to keep you safe;

Just when you feel

you might surely

die

a cocoon

breaks OPEN

you become

a BUTTERFLY!

"And we, who all with unveiled faces, reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into His likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit." II Corinthians 3:18

It's BIGGER

2010-05-13T10:46:00.000-07:00

BIGGER than business success
BIGGER than an overflowing bank account
BIGGER than ease
BIGGER than a perfect soul mate
BIGGER than perfect kids
BIGGER than a perfect, orderly life
BIGGER than freedom from pain, anxieties and conundrums
BIGGER than a large, spacious, perfectly decorated house
BIGGER than a job in perfect alignment with your core competencies
BIGGER than the answer to all of your prayers
BIGGER than the removal of all past failures, loss and messed up relationships
BIGGER than short-sighted goals and plans

GOD HAS BIGGER PLANS FOR YOU. . . .
More glory. More wonder. More than we can ask or imagine . . . if we continue to TRUST and ACCEPT . . .

HIS wisdom, HIS ways, HIS goodness, HIS timing~

EVEN IF nothing makes sense, or feels good, or looks good RIGHT NOW.

Will you trust Him? He is watching to see . . . how deep and wide is YOUR LOVE for Him? He is watching.

Will you still follow? Trust? He is able . . . BIGGER.

"Now all glory to God, who is able, through his mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think. Glory to him in the church and in Christ Jesus through all generations forever and ever! Amen." Ephesians 3:20-21

No grind like God

2010-05-07T09:09:00.000-07:00

There is no grind like God;

He will press you, test you

change you

beyond what you think you can bear.

Just when you think

you have lost your way~

the word He whispers,

pray.

Remember your Savior

who pressed for the Cross,

day after day not losing His way . . .

Pray.

Do what He says,

go His way . . .

what feels like a grind

is the goodness of grace;

He molds in your soul his very own face.

Persevere, my friend,

pray.

Janie Seltzer

"That is why we never give up. Though our bodies are dying, our spirits are being renewed every day. So we don’t look at the troubles we can see now; rather, we fix our gaze on things that cannot be seen. For the things we see now will soon be gone, but the things we cannot see will last forever. For our present troubles are small and won’t last very long. Yet they produce for us a glory that vastly outweighs them and will last forever! " II Corinthians 4: 16-18

"Always be joyful. Never stop praying. Be thankful in all circumstances,
for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus."

I Thess. 5: 16-18

PS: I wrote, or "received" this poem in 2002. I've never shared it before . . . and I am hoping that now it will encourage you as it did me. He has proven so true to me. All of His promises as true! The original title was "Press On"

PPS: Chapel Fellowship this Sunday at 10:00am. Come and worship Him with us as we also celebrate Mother's Day.

Vortex of Worship

2010-04-11T07:38:00.000-07:00

Hidden Life Ministries Chapel Today! Go to www.hiddenlife.com for more information. . . . You are welcome to come and enter the vortex of His presence with us today~~or wherever you may be. Blessings and love, Janie

He is risen~~do not weep!

2010-04-04T09:49:00.000-07:00

The ground around my feet
is familiar ground.
I found You here in the early morn
when my heart was breaking.
The earth was cold;
A boulder had moved
and You were gone.
I wept and wept
and with burning eyes
searched the abyss of my distress.
There in the gray, I saw two angels-
one at the head and one at the feet
of all that was.
Then, in the silence I heard You speak,
“Woman, why do you weep?”
You met me there
and will again.
In the hour of death
Angels Attend.

Janie Seltzer

“Mary was standing outside the tomb crying, and as she wept, she stooped and looked in. She saw two white-robed angels, one sitting at the head and the other at the foot of the place where the body of Jesus had been lying. “Dear woman, why are you crying?” the angels asked her. “Because they have taken away my Lord,” she replied, “and I don’t know where they have put him.” She turned to leave and saw someone standing there. It was Jesus, but she didn’t recognize him. “Dear woman, why are you crying?”She thought he was the gardener. “Sir,” she said, “if you have taken him away, tell me where you have put him, and I will go and get him.” “Mary!” Jesus said.

"She turned to him and cried out, “Rabboni!” “Don’t cling to me,” Jesus said, “for I haven’t yet ascended to the Father. But go find my brothers and tell them, ‘I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.’”

John 20: 11-17

"Good" Friday

2010-04-02T13:37:00.000-07:00

"He was despised and rejected--a man of sorrows, acquainted with grief. We turned our backs on Him and looked the other way when He went by. He was despised, and we did not care. Yet it was our weaknesses He carried; it was our sorrows that weighed Him down. And we thought His troubles were a punishment from God for His won sins! But He was wounded and crushed for our sins. He was beaten that we might have peace. He was whipped, and we were healed! All of us have strayed away like sheep. We have left God's paths to follow our own. Yet the Lord laid on Him the guilt and sins of us all." Isaiah 53: 3-6

Good Friday indeed!

Good only for us . . . may we not turn our backs . . .

Look at the love . . . do not sleep!

Do what? (scratching your head with Jesus)

2010-03-30T09:41:00.000-07:00

God asked me to go when I wanted to stay;
(It was nice within the woods.)
I did not know the reason why~
then heard a boulder crashing by
the place I stood.

God asked me stay when I wanted to go;
(“Your will be done,” I said.)
Then found one day in the early morn~
across the path I would have gone,
a snake with a mangled head.

Now I don’t ask the reason why,
(though I can't see the path ahead)
I trust His lead though lost and afraid
and want to go another way~
I choose His path instead.

(Revised from Steams in the Desert, March 30)

A Given~ if you long for God

2010-03-21T06:48:00.000-07:00

If your soul limps weak, if you life lacks strength, if your energy wanes for the love, joy, peace you most need~~one simple question: are you hearing from God or all your inner circuits shut down? Could it be that you are starved for the nourishment of His Word?

No one ever gets beyond the basics of walking with God. It's a GIVEN that our souls need the Word. We are nourished there, loved there, receive grace there . . . I encourage you to GO THERE, start there . . .

We were created for "worth-ship". He is worthy . . . to receive honor, and glory, and praise. Here's the deal: as we worship~ daily~ (do we want to be strong daily?) ~~we are fed with His strength, His power, His love, His grace~~oh so good to fly again!

(Chapel today~~if you want to gather other hungry little birds. . .)

Hour of silence,

when the world is finally still

and I am free to seek Your will.

Sweet, sweet mingling of my spirit with Yours.

How I need this quiet hour,

far from crowds and the press of need, I flee

like a sparrow released from captivity—

into the warmth of Light.

Bright the hope I see,

reality—You speak and will be . . .

I feed on the food You want me to find;

then return— renewed, until next time.

Janie Seltzer

“Only in returning to me and resting in me will you be saved.
In quietness and confidence is your strength." Isaiah 30:15a

When clouds become beacons of light

2010-03-14T09:01:00.000-07:00

If you are in a cloud of confusion or darkness, do not be afraid. God is in that cloud and He draws near to you. Will you draw near to Him~~ to hear, to learn, to find all that you need to find?

There are so many wonderful gifts in the cloud! You will you learn to trust Him more deeply . . . You find the radiance of God's presence within the cloud, even as Moses did (and so many witnesses after him)!

You are safe. Do not be afraid. Jesus calls . . . and He will teach you to breathe in the mystery. Seek Him with all your heart . . . and surely you will find the ray of light you need for the next step. . .

You plunged me into deepest depths

opening my eyes and ears

to silence,

the shaded solace where You dwell.

I fell headlong

into your everlasting arms

though I knew it not

for endless daze.

I kept vigil for you

learning to breathe

in mystery.

Janie Seltzer

"As the people stood in the distance, Moses approached the dark cloud where God was." Exodus 20:21
Isaiah 45:15

"Truly, O God of Israel, our Savior, You work in mysterious ways."
Isaiah 45:15

“I will lead the blind by ways they have not known,
along unfamiliar paths I will guide them;
I will turn the darkness into light before them
and make the rough places smooth.
These are the things I will do;
I will not forsake them.” Isaiah 42:16

“My purpose is that they may be encouraged in heart and united in love, so that they may have the full riches of complete understanding, in order that they may know the mystery of God, namely, Christ, in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge." Col. 2:2-3

“He opened the heavens and came down; dark storm clouds were beneath his feet. Mounted on a mighty angelic being, he flew, soaring on the wings of the wind. He shrouded himself in darkness, veiling his approach with dark rain clouds.”
Psalms 18:9-11

“He has blocked my way so I cannot pass; he has shrouded my paths in darkness.” Job 19:8

“He reveals the deep things of darkness and brings deep shadows into the light.”
Job 12:22

Awake or Asleep?

2010-03-07T06:51:00.000-08:00

Awake my soul,
awake to Jesus~
my intimate friend,
lock my eyes
and heart to see . . .
a wounded Savior
stands near me.
Touch His wounds,
remember His love.
Gentle His coming-
like a dove.
Praises rise to Him,
my King,
inner life—
I sing, I sing!

Janie Seltzer

"Yes, I am the gate. Those who come in through me will be saved. They will come and go freely and will find good pastures. The thief’s purpose is to steal and kill and destroy. My purpose is to give them a rich and satisfying life."
John 10:9-10

I have come to realize that worship wakes up the soul to more and more life in Christ. It is so easy to slip into spiritual slumber . . . and little do we realize that our souls are in great danger there!
We become vulnerable to the enticements of the world, the lusts of the flesh and a downward spiral into darkness and slavery to the thief.
But if we are alive in Christ, awake to the life of the Spirit, we are filled with the fullness of inner life~ power from God overflows with peace, love, joy and all of the fruit of the Spirit.
Are you awake or asleep?
Chapel today. Come and wake up in God's astonishing love!
http://www.hiddenlife.com/hiddenlife/HLM_Chapel_Fellowship.html

Where is God?

2010-03-04T10:19:00.000-08:00

No matter what may happen
I trust You to the end,
believe Your heart of goodness,
mysterious, holy, dearest Friend.

When fire, flood or hammer
fall upon my soul,
You ask me to endure,
in time I’ll see the whole.

Your eye can see the future,
mine the present view;
Help me walk with courage
as I stay in step with You.

Janie Seltzer

“But we do strongly and earnestly desire for each of you to show the same diligence and sincerity, all the way through, in realizing and enjoying the full assurance and development of your hope until the end,
In order that you may not grow disinterested and become spiritual sluggards, but imitators, behaving as do those who through faith by their leaning of the entire personality on God in Christ in absolute trust and confidence in His power, wisdom, and goodness and by practice of patient endurance and waiting are now inheriting the promises.” Hebrews 6:11-12 (Amplified)

Drink the Wine of His Presence

2010-02-21T06:44:00.000-08:00

Sweeten our souls,
Father,
with honey divine~~
find the sour
brokenness
poisons peace;
Speak gently,
softly
to our pain;
Remain till joy
bubbles up
like wine,
sweet, refined.

Janie Seltzer

Milk and Honey

2010-02-06T13:14:00.000-08:00

When soul sits down
in the presence of God
power flows
like nectar from a honeycomb
hidden streams well up-
spirals from a crystal sea
feed the desert land,
dry from blazing heat
parched like sand;
infant laps sweet milk
nestles deep, content at last-
as restless, aching desire
leaps, latches on, absorbs
infinite love.
Janie Seltzer

"I have promised to rescue you from your oppression in Egypt. I will lead you to a land flowing with milk and honey . . ." Exodus 3:17

If you would like to "sit down" with us tomorrow at the Hidden Life Chapel Fellowship, the door opens just before 10:00am at our home. Stay for brunch at 11:30am, if you desire, as the HLM faith community grows in love and unity under His Spirit.
Blessings, Janie and Don
PS: email for more info: janie@hiddenlife.com

Worship~~join us for the opening of Hidden Life Ministries Chapel Fellowship in our home this Sunday

2010-01-21T10:26:00.000-08:00

I long to be in your presence,
Lord.
As I yearn for you
I live again,
and find
all that is beautiful
draws near
to kiss.
The bliss I find
fills the ache
and I remember
why I am here—
to be there,
face to face, my Lord.

Janie Seltzer

Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy." 1 Peter 1:8

After nearly two years of waiting, watching, and seeking the Father's heart, Don and I welcome you to come and worship the Lord with us! The new Hidden Life Ministries CHAPEL Fellowship* begins this Sunday at our home at 10:00-11:30am (followed by brunch, if you desire.) We will gather every other Sunday morning in His presence to sing, to listen to His Word, to pray, to receive the Lord's Supper, to pray, to break bread together & to discover the creativity of His love within us.
Dress casual. Come expectant to receive MORE of God and to give MORE of your soul to Him: "so that you may have the power to understand, as all God's people should, how wide, how long, how high and how deep His love really is." Ephesians 3:18
Please note the appropriate parking places. Email janie@hiddenlife.com if you have any questions.
*No childcare will be provided. Children may come if parents are in charge.

Follow the Lamb

2010-01-02T11:25:00.000-08:00

Years ago on New Year's Day, the Holy Spirit whispered into my soul: "Follow the Lamb and obey His commands." I did, that year and every year afterwards (as best as I could) . . . for why would I stop walking down such a safe, though admittedly, not always pleasant path? As I kept walking~~sometimes in nearly blind trust~~the path would turn corners, open to mountains vistas, bring me to astonishing places~~and finally (sometimes) make some sense, because I had kept walking, and trusting. The Good Shepherd KNEW, and knows~~ and His ways ARE certainly NOT our ways. :)

Today I encourage you to hear His whispers deep in your soul (or gut in guy's language)~~ whatever language you would like to use to describe the inner voice of knowing~~ it is the truth of God that always correlates with the truth of the Word.

If you do so, you will be safe in a very unsafe world. Not safe from difficulties and troubles, for they will come. (He said so.) Not safe from loss, as losses are inevitable. Not safe from discipline, for discipline comes for all of His beloved children. But safe in God~~the only place where safety abides, the only true Home we have. The only life that lasts . . .

As for me, I will keep walking. Will you join me? If so, I encourage you to Follow the Lamb and obey His commands. . .

Listen
the voice is small,
still
whispers of truth
suited to the timid will.
Real He comes,
trust His love,
a dove of wonder
hovers . . .
discover!

Janie Seltzer

"After the earthquake came a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire.
And after the fire came a gentle whisper." 1 Kings 19:12

A less than perfect, PERFECT, Christmas

2009-12-22T14:42:00.000-08:00

Unlikely place for God to dwell,
the darkness of a cave,
poor, small town of Bethlehem
as shepherds shivered in the cold;
Suddenly, angels sang—
God’s promise burst like fire,
Lit the night—Bright
for all who long to see
Emmanuel . . .
God draws near
Now
in the wonder.

Janie Seltzer

Even now, your less than perfect Christmas will be PERFECT if you will be still and invite Jesus into the barn of your life and soul. Christmas always comes if you will listen, watch and wait. . . . Suddenly, light will shine and you will experience Emmanuel. What could mean more? A Merry Christmas indeed! with love, Janie

Oh come let us adore Him! An INVITATION

2009-12-16T12:13:00.000-08:00

A very joyful Christmas in Christ's love to all of my blogger friends! Don and I want to INVITE all of you to our home this Sunday, the 20th, to a Christmas Celebration from 5:30-8:00PM. We will break bread together (my treat) and then enjoy some caroling and worship in His presence.

Oh come let us ADORE HIM~~Christ the Lord, who humbled Himself, took the human flesh of a helpless baby and entered~~ crowded, unsuspecting Bethlehem. I am always astonished to think of it~~NO ROOM for the Son of God!

May you make ROOM this Christmas. And, speaking of that, an RSVP would be appreciated~~so I have enough for all to eat. :) If we are crowded, we will think of Bethlehem! Now, from our family to yours~~Merry Christmas!!

Silk

2009-12-13T09:14:00.000-08:00

Learn to spin your silk
in secret,
where God unfolds
untold mysteries
of your being
and seeing—
in hallowed solitude,
joy emerges from sorrow,
wisdom weaves through pain
and rare fabrics of faith
flourish
in the recesses of your soul.

Janie Seltzer

“The secret things belong to the LORD our God, but the things revealed belong to us and to our children forever, that we may follow all the words of this law. “ Deut. 29:29a

“I will give you the treasures of darkness, riches stored in secret places, so that you may know that I am the LORD, the God of Israel, who summons you by name.”
Isaiah 45:3

“But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. “ Mt 6:6

“There are blessings which we cannot obtain if we cannot accept and endure suffering. There are joys that can come to us only through sorrow. There are revealings of divine truth which we can get only when earth’s lights have gone out.” Streams in the Desert

beyond blessing

2009-12-11T09:38:00.000-08:00

I bend
bowed by wind,
wait in silence
for You.
My soul waits
in pain.
I remain—
as seasons change;
all green fades
to brown.
I learn
I love you still.
You grow me
beyond blessing.

Janie Seltzer

“Oh bless the Lord, all you
servants of the Lord,
you who serve as night watchmen
in the house of the Lord.
May the Lord, who made heaven and earth,
bless you from Jerusalem.” Psalm 134

"Though he slay me, yet will I hope in him." Job 13:15a

Dance of Soul with God

2009-12-06T11:07:00.000-08:00

The soul
lilts in silence,
hears the angels’sing
hurries to the manger
absorbs radiance
from the Face,
finds grace to proclaim
in sullen darkness
He is alive—
NOW.
Time and space
ponder
His presence;
all who listen
to the wonder
bow down.

Janie Seltzer

My Intimate Friend

2009-11-24T09:35:00.000-08:00

I miss You and need to walk today,
enjoy the view along the way.
I’ll see the colors, smell the scents,
feel the breezes all around—
time alone with you, dear Jesus,
I am found.

Janie Seltzer

A Sacred Path

2009-11-06T09:12:00.000-08:00

There is a secret and sacred path,

a wounded way.

As He calls

and I follow

I find—

tender light
restful shade
intimate talk
for my soul
to flourish.

The path
is worn
and familiar
to Him.

I lean in
and get
a closer look
at His scars.

Now I know
what love must know:
He is acquainted
with all my ways
and knows
which wounds will heal.

I am stilled
and filled.

How I love this holy place.

Janie Seltzer

A large place

2009-11-04T07:50:00.000-08:00

As I rest in you, holy Father
my soul spreads out
in a large place,
settles in
where birds chirp
scents of myrrh and honeysuckle
waft in the air,
soul stirs
as milk and honey
flow . . .
and I know
I am Home.

Janie Seltzer

"LORD, you have assigned me my portion and my cup;
you have made my lot secure.

The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places;
surely I have a delightful inheritance.

I will praise the LORD, who counsels me;
even at night my heart instructs me.

I have set the LORD always before me.
Because he is at my right hand,
I will not be shaken.

Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices;
my body also will rest secure. " Psalm 16:5-9

The Question

2009-10-29T12:40:00.000-07:00

I found myself in his presence,
the holy of holies of my soul.
He came to me unexpectedly . . .
the eyes of my heart saw him.

His arms moved toward me
and we embraced—my Lord and I.
I cried and spoke as a child:
"Why did you do that to me?"

"I was running along so happily with you;
Why did you hurt me so much?
I feel like you put out your foot—
and made me stumble, headlong on my face,
into darkness within and without—
breaking my heart."

He spoke astonishing words:
"I'm sorry I had to hurt you so much."
That was all.
He let me cry in his arms.

Because I love him more than life—
I will receive all that he gives me,
and accept all that he withholds . . .
I know that He loves me;
that is enough to know.

Janie Seltzer

When the spiritual event recorded in this poem took place one morning, years ago, during communion at our church, I thought I had heard the Spirit of God wrong~~ thinking that God NEVER apologizes. Later, I began to find the verses below . . .

"Stay here in this land. If you do, I will build you up and not tear you down; I will plant you and not uproot you. For I am sorry about all the punishment I have had to bring upon you." Jeremiah 42:10 (NLT)

"Who can command things to happen without the Lord’s permission? Does not the Most High send both calamity and good? Then why should we, mere humans, complain when we are punished for our sins?" Lamentations 3:37-39 (NLT)

“For no one is abandoned by the Lord forever. Though he brings grief, he also shows compassion because of the greatness of his unfailing love. For he does not enjoy hurting people or causing them sorrow.” Lamentations 3:31-33 (NLT)

Transplanted

2009-10-23T09:47:00.000-07:00

The atmosphere is different here,
love banishes fear
sweet smells like honeycomb
fill the air,
I am aware of Him
as birds sing
sun warms limbs;
a gentle breeze blows
cool through branches;
grace permeates this place
where glory dwells
and Angels linger ‘round
the throne—eternal Home.
Who could have known
that suffering would uproot
from here—to there
to be near to Him?

Janie Seltzer

“But the godly will flourish like palm trees and grow strong like the cedars of Lebanon. For they are transplanted to the Lord’s own house. They flourish in the courts of our God. Even in old age they will still produce fruit; they will remain vital and green.”
Psalms 92:12-14 (NLT)

beneath the breath

2009-09-25T10:23:00.000-07:00

beneath the breath
kingdoms fall
flowers fade
stars come running
froth flies
straw swirls
people languish
worn and torn
like discarded rags
He lifts
close to His heart
whispers life . . .
infant souls
listen, lift
strengthen
to sweet sounds
of Spirit talk.

Janie Seltzer

“A voice said, “Shout!”
I asked, “What should I shout?”
“Shout that people are like the grass.
Their beauty fades as quickly
as the flowers in a field.
The grass withers and the flowers fade
beneath the breath of the LORD.
And so it is with people.
The grass withers and the flowers fade,
but the word of our God stands forever.
O Zion, messenger of good news,
shout from the mountaintops!
Shout it louder, O Jerusalem.
Shout, and do not be afraid.
Tell the towns of Judah,
“Your God is coming!”
Yes, the Sovereign LORD is coming in power.
He will rule with a powerful arm.
See, he brings his reward with him as he comes.
He will feed his flock like a shepherd.
He will carry the lambs in his arms,
holding them close to his heart.
He will gently lead the mother sheep with their young. Is. 40: 6-11

“Praise the Lord; praise God our savior!
For each day he carries us in his arms.” Ps. 68:19

Faith

2009-09-22T09:44:00.000-07:00

Faith abandons
to Jesus
and loves Him more.

Faith refuses
in the midst of panic,
confusion, raging emotions
or exhaustion—
to turn away.

Faith recognizes
without Jesus—
there is nothing.

Only His shine never pales.
Only His food never stales.
Only His water remains pure.
Only His love lasts.

Faith feasts
on the banquet of Jesus,
and shares the feast with others.
Faith embraces
all that He says.

Faith knows
He points the way—
to all that is.

Janie Seltzer

“Simon, Simon, Satan has asked to sift each of you like wheat. But I have pleaded in prayer for you, Simon, that your faith should not fail. So when you have repented and turned to me again, strengthen your brothers.”
Luke 22:31-32

Face of Hope

2009-09-08T09:10:00.000-07:00

The smile kindles
the universe with life
and heals
the bewildered heart;
trees and animals thrive,
the hills—alive
with the glory of God,
and I, like a child
at mother’s breast
search His face—so full
of grace;
radiance flows, fills
steadies soul
in time and place.

Janie Seltzer

"Many are asking, "Who can show us any good?"
Let the light of your face shine upon us, O LORD." Psalm 4:6

Divine

2009-09-01T10:33:00.000-07:00

To be broken
by God
as a bud breaks
to blossom,
as the ground breaks
to carry seed,
as a jar breaks
to release perfume,
as the flesh of Christ broke
to give life~~
holy, holy, holy
brokenness
divine.

Janie Seltzer

Beyond the clouds

2009-08-11T06:54:00.001-07:00

A few years ago, I was on a plane flying out of San Diego that took off into dark, thick clouds. I sat by the window and watched as the plane pierced the clouds like a thick, woolen blanket. Within a few minutes, we emerged into a glorious, clear sky~~with startling beauty and brightness.

I have often thought of the experience as an example of living with the eyes of faith~~ "the assurance of things hoped for and the conviction of things not seen." (Hebrews 11:1)

What clouds hang over your life right now? I encourage you to do as I have learned to do: sit quietly in the presence of Jesus . . . long enough to KNOW that you are loved, tended for, heard. Wait to KNOW you are His child and that His eye is on you. WAIT until your soul is quiet with His love. WAIT until you know He is tending to all of your deepest needs~~even if you cannot SEE IT right now.

You WILL SEE the radiance of His presence and receive the clarity and beauty of trust
You will EXPERIENCE what Streams in the Desert describes today as " holy composure of spirit under dark dispensation" and "sacred joy in God." Yes, it is true.

Wonders unfold when we wait

in the quiet of the Spirit.

God is near. . .

wait to hear.

you will be safe --

and celebrate.

Janie Seltzer

" Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, thought there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior." Habakkuk 3:19

The Crown of Life

2009-08-07T09:07:00.000-07:00

Love does what love
must do~~
reduce, resize, realign~~
fit for God,
point towards pinhole
of eternity;
Wisdom does what wisdom
must do~~
reign, rest, resurrect
a crown of life
forever.

Janie Seltzer

"Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Love will last forever." I Corinthians 13: 7

beyond the veil

2009-07-26T07:12:00.000-07:00

"Strive to be one of those--so few--who walk the earth with ever-present consciousness--all mornings, middays, star-times--that the unknown which men call heaven is close behind the visible scene of things." Streams in the Desert, July 26

Here and There

A fine veil lies between here and there,

I strain my heart beyond the sky to see.

A good thing to remember—

We totter on the edge of eternity.

Close by an angel unaware—Prayer

Leaps through space and time to here.

Draw back the wispy curtain to see~

We totter on the edge of eternity!

Janie Seltzer

"So we fix our eyes not on what is seen,

but on what is unseen. For what is seen

is temporary, but what is unseen

is eternal." II Corinthians 4:18

Synergy with God

2009-07-22T13:02:00.000-07:00

Don't we all want to be on the same page with God? Notice these riveting words in Isaiah: "But the Lord still waits for you to come to Him so He can show you His love and compassion. For the Lord is a faithful God. Blessed are those who wait for Him to help them." Isaiah 30:18

He waits . . . . and if we wait~~~~SYNERGY!

Notice He waits first. He is there. Do we quiet ourselves to watch & wait for Him?

Sometimes we lose heart because we think He does not hear . . . or answer. But our Abba, Father ALWAYS HEARS and He has our best interests at heart. Trust His perfect timing. Trust when life seems topsy turvy. Quiet yourself when you feel frantic, fearful and powerless. He is there . . . waiting to encourage, to renew your strength by His power so that you may soar with Him again.

Leave room for God

to come;

Surprising presence

and power --

at your right

or left.

Be still, and wait. . .

Celebrate

the good pleasure

of His company.

Janie Seltzer

"You will show me the way of life, granting me the joy of your presence

and the pleasures of living with you forever." Psalms 16:11

Note: More on this at Spa for the Soul this week: Thursday 6:30-8:15 pm & Saturday 3:00-5:00 pm at my house. It is an open-doored Spa! Email for more info: janie@hiddenlife.com

Dwelling

2009-07-19T09:34:00.000-07:00

When soul limps

weak, worn

stay in the shadow of Spirit

sweet; linger long

in the place of power~

sanctuary of God

where wings of wonder

hover, cover;

be still

whispers will come,

knowing.

Trust the knowing;

decide to do what He says

to do, but stay . . .

till power seeps,

strengthens soul, lifts;

then move in the current of His will.

Janie Seltzer, 7/19/09

"For those who live in the shelter of the Most High

will find rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

This I declare of the Lord: He alone is my refuge,

my place of safety; He is my God, and I am trusting Him."

Psalm 91:1-2

worship

2009-07-17T09:47:00.000-07:00

I long to be in Your presence,

Lord.

As I yearn for You

I live again,

and find all that is beautiful

draws near to kiss.

The bliss I find

fills the ache;

I remember why I am here~

to be there,

face to face, my Lord.

Janie Seltzer

"Though you have not seen Him, you love Him;

though you do not see Him now, you believe in Him

and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy." I Peter 1:8

jewels

2009-07-06T09:33:00.000-07:00

The One and Only

chisels a diamond

to reflect the life of God

in flesh.

It is the sparkle He holds in view

as He chisels

through and through.

When we approach

His throne,

cast our jewels at His feet,

merciful Craftsman

whom we greet;

holy, holy, holy

is the Lord God Almighty!

Janie Seltzer

"They will sparkle in His land like jewels in a crown." Zech. 9:16b

It's the way

2009-07-05T08:44:00.000-07:00

Separate out—

send to the desert;

take others away,

I stay.

Open your ears to hear . . .

quiet I come.

When abandonment is done—

things will be better than before.

More with less—

It's the way I do things.

Janie Seltzer

"I will lead her out into the desert and speak tenderly to her there. I will return her vineyards to her and transform the Valley of Trouble into a gateway of hope. She will give herself to me there. . . " (Hosea 2:14-15)

Vision

2009-07-04T08:01:00.000-07:00

Everyone who walks by faith

in the presence of the Lord

will be provided for

watched

wooed

satisfied

alive . . .

free of fear

patient with delays;

Stay

while God spins

miracles

just as He promised.

Janie Seltzer

"Slowly, steadily, surely, the time approaches when the vision will be fulfilled. If it seems slow, wait patiently, for it will surely take place. It will not be delayed." (Habakkak 2:3)

substantial

2009-07-02T08:42:00.000-07:00

You are the air I breathe,

need~~

as a child needs

a hand to cross the highway

as a traveller needs

a bridge to cross the river

as a bird needs

a nest to lay her eggs.

I breathe,

receive.

Janie Seltzer

open-doored

2009-06-28T16:12:00.002-07:00

linger with me

2009-06-26T09:30:00.000-07:00

Linger with me

at the foot of the Cross

where power flows,

oil drips down;

touch

the rough brown, blessed

tree,

press to receive

all you need.

janie seltzer

stirrings

2009-06-25T10:33:00.000-07:00

Soul stirs silently

like a sleeping beauty

awakened by the cool breeze

of Spirit,

waits, watches

to see God . . .

lingers for fresh

nourishment

while birds chirp

flowers bloom, brilliant

in the sultry day.

janie seltzer

PS: Spa for the Soul at my house tonight, 6:30-8:15 pm and Saturday, 3:00-5:00 pm

the place of power

2009-06-19T13:21:00.000-07:00

Rest & refresh your soul~~fellowship this week!

2009-05-25T12:09:00.000-07:00

Spa for the Soul Fellowship this week . . . our focus is true rest. How do we find true rest, deeper than all the world can offer~~deeper than a day at the beach . . . deeper than browsing on Cedros Ave. . . . deeper than a great movie and popcorn . . . deeper than a stroll through Central Park (now that's deep!)

Any spa gals who can . . . Come and let's journey together into that rest.

My house, 7218 Durango Circle, Carlsbad.

Choose either: Thursday, 6:30-8:15pm OR Saturday, 3:00-5:00pm

Simple teaching, simple worship, loving fellowship in Jesus.

Good things from "The Wheel"

2009-04-30T12:37:00.000-07:00

Hi friends, it has been awhile since I blogged but I have not been idle. :) The potter's wheel has been spinning me in new directions and I would like to share two things:

1. The Spa for the Soul Fellowship launched last Saturday with a pilot group of seven women. We were all pleased to share the time together and agreed to a monthly meeting to start in two time slots on either Thursday night or Saturday afternoon. Next gathering: Thursday, May 28 from 6:30-8:30 pm and Saturday, May 30 from 3:00-5:00 pm. If you cannot make one, you can try the other. They will be identical. It is a time of refreshing in the Spirit~ with loving fellowship, simple teaching, simple worship. The purpose is to strengthen the souls of all who enter into the presence of our holy God as we seek Him together. It is also a place of encouragement and inspiration for all of the ministries that the Father calls us to do for His glory.

2. By God's design, I had the privilege of ministering on the Christian Water Cooler on WS internet radio. Here is the info and the link if you would like to listen. It was a one hour slot divided into four segments:

Title: 01 SPA TREATMENTS FOR THE SOUL– Revitalizing the spirit, soul & body. from 4/18/2009
Description: Hosts Bill Gruber and Caz Taylor invite author, lay minister and speaker Janie Seltzer to diagnose the human soul and offer the spiritual Rx within your “Mosiac Moments.”
Show: Christian Water Cooler

Title: 02 SPA TREATMENTS FOR THE SOUL– Discovering your Hidden Life from 4/18/2009
Description: Lay Minister Janie Seltzer reveals the spiritual secrets to finding the fuller and more creative life God has concealed within you.
Show: Christian Water Cooler

Title: 03 SPA TREATMENTS FOR THE SOUL– A Book to Revitalize the Inner You from 4/18/2009

Description: Author Janie Seltzer details refreshing spiritual and natural treatments to refresh one’s soul and restore hope for the future.
Show: Christian Water Cooler

Title: 04 SPA TREATMENTS FOR THE SOUL– A Retreat Treat from 4/18/2009
Description: A lay minister to your “Hidden Life,” Janie Seltzer describes her Spa for the Soul Retreats and what they may mean to the spiritual health for you and yours.
Show: Christian Water Cooler

on the wheel

2009-04-17T08:19:00.001-07:00

Janie Seltzer, 1994

the Pearl

2009-04-10T12:49:00.000-07:00

In the darkness

a Pearl forms

grinds terrible

the grain of God-man,

tears flesh

gorges, swallows

into shell;

the scent of myrrh

soothes, quiets

while Pearl forms,

waits in sacred silence

for angels to come

crack open

reveal

blinding Beauty.

janie seltzer, 4/10/09

put your pots out

2009-04-06T09:03:00.000-07:00

Hello friends! I want to remind you that signs of spiritual thirst include lack of inner joy & peace, the presence of worry, anxiety and/or fear, a sense of worthlessness & despair and more. . . but who wants to hear more?

It's been awhile since I've blogged (just been busy working on other things) but I'm motivated today to encourage any wilting souls out there to put out your pots if you want to be filled with the living water.

Charles Spurgeon (now deceased but revered pastor) once wisely said: "Unless you put out your water jars when it rains, you will catch no water."

Since we're all just clay pots-and I feel like one more every day :), I'll use the pot analogy instead.

These days of growing darkness in the world give us an opportunity to discover the water that flows freely from the throne of God, no matter what. It gives us the opportunity as children of the light to shine. It gives us the opportunity to become a refreshing stream to a thirsty world. But if we are not filled--then how are we different? If we do not have more . . . what is the point of faith?

So I say, let's seize the opportunity to rise together in the joy and peace of Christ to shine like lights in a dark place, to salt the tasteless world, to refresh the souls of others from our own overflowing river of God's delight. For if we are His people and continue to trust Him, listen to Him, obey His voice~~He absolutely DELIGHTS in us and DISPLAYS us to the world as evidence of His own life. Oh, so astonishing . . . the privilege and opportunity.

How do we do that, you say, if our pots are empty? One word: stillness. Find a quiet place (your car at lunchtime, while the baby is sleeping, when you go to the bathroom, a park bench, an open chapel in the middle of the city, an airplane--you can find a way if you try. (I have.) Of course, best is first thing in the morning when the world is sleeping, but you can make the time anywhere if you choose.

Find a quiet place and then still yourself. Still you mind, your body. Breathe deeply. Wait for inner quiet. . . . then begin to seek the Lord. Let your soul call out to Him however it is natural. Father . . . Lord Jesus . . . . Abba . . . wordless communication is fine too. The Spirit of God knows the groans of our heart and hears the inner cry.

The important thing is to be still and know . . . He is God. Slowly, but surely, the water starts flowing. Wait for fullness for the pot. Wait for Presence. Wait. . . He comes. He gives. He loves. He fills. He answers all who call. And He replaces the darkness with light, emptiness with fullness, joy replaces sorrow, peace replaces fear, life replaces deadness.

It is not enough to be clean. The pot longs to be full and will fill with something. Make sure it fills with the Spirit of God. Then, you will be safe . . . and celebrate. And everyone will want to come to the party. :)

secret treasures

2009-03-07T09:09:00.000-08:00

As Christ-followers, we are given the gift of entrance into the great school of faith. It is a rigorous school, though in the beginning it does not seem so. But time goes on, the tests become more difficult, the grading sharp. Many drop out. Many doubt the goodness of the Headmaster~~seeing him as cruel and demanding. It is true that the assignments often involve trouble, hardship, even pain.

So, as the years go on, the classes get smaller; yet, opportunity for relationship with the Headmaster increases. He welcomes his students to freely ask him questions; they lean in to listen, eager to hear all he says. The warmth of his presence keeps the students coming~~though often the lessons are difficult and hard to understand.

The students are surprised by their own ability to do all they are instructed to do. They find unexpected provisions and gifts from the Master. The surprising enlargement of their souls encourages them to continue, no matter what lessons the Master brings. They find deeper and deeper treasures~hidden treasures~that the world cannot see or know. These treasures of increasing trust in things which cannot be seen~~ but are, in fact, all that endures~~can only be received in the school of faith.

One day, the Headmaster surprises them by pausing from his lessons. He looks at each of his students, one by one, and calls them his friends. For the first time, they can see and understand the Master's own pain. It is the greatest gift of all their learning. How glad they are that they remained. . .

". . . We faced conflict from every direction, with battles on the outside and fear on the inside. But God, who encourages those who are discouraged, encouraged us . . . " 2 Corinthians 7:5-6 (NLT)

sweet smoke

2009-03-04T06:32:00.000-08:00

“But who will be able to endure it when He comes? Who will be able to stand and face Him when He appears? For He will be like a blazing fire that refines metal, or like a strong soap that bleaches clothes. He will sit like a refiner of silver, burning away the dross. He will purify the Levites, refining them like gold and silver, so that they may once again offer acceptable sacrifices to the Lord." Malachi 3:2-3 (NLT)

" . . . for you are a chosen people. You are royal priests, a holy nation, God’s very own possession. As a result, you can show others the goodness of God, for he called you out of the darkness into his wonderful light." 1 Peter 2:9 (NLT)

prayer for the day

2009-03-02T09:48:00.000-08:00

Within the tiny parameters

of my day

Blaze~

Lord Jesus,

Nothing is impossible

for You . . .

break through all barriers

of Your holy will

as I am watchful, still;

Flow~

like a mighty river

impossible to stop;

I go with You.

Janie Seltzer

THE CRAVING

2009-02-25T06:18:00.000-08:00

Our souls CRAVE God. He created holy space within us explicitly for His Spirit. When we humbly invite Him to fill that space, we become SATISFIED, SECURE in purpose & direction in life, SANE--healthy, whole. When we do not, life reels out of balance. We lose our inner compass. We gravitate towards things and people that will fill the emptiness and eventually destroy our souls.

That is why the ONE THING we need to do is to SEEK the presence of the living God. He is as close as our breath~~ but we can ignore Him by our own stubborn pride and rebellion~~only, sadly, to our own destruction.

When the prophets of old spoke of the glory of God, the Hebrew word was "Kabod" ~~which means WEIGHT, significance.

YOU KNOW WHEN YOU HAVE RECEIVED GOD'S SPIRIT BECAUSE IT HAS A WEIGHT THAT FILLS YOUR SOUL. This is REAL PRESENCE. This is what you CRAVE. Maybe, this day, you will embrace your soul's true craving and say with me:

Maker of heaven and earth,
as I see you face to face
in faith
and life is transfigured
by your Presence;
Fill my soul
with the wine of your Spirit.
Intoxicate me,
with Thee.
As I lean into your heart
and marvel at your beauty—
flood me with fluid radiance,
rejoicing simply in knowing You.

Janie Seltzer

"You have filled my heart with GREATER JOY than when their grain and new wine abound. Ps. 4:7 (NIV)

"ONE THING I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORDand to seek him in his temple." Psalm 27:4 (NIV)

"Martha, Martha," the Lord answered, "you are worried and upset about many things, but only ONE THING is needed. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her." Luke 10:41-42 (NIV)

"I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But ONE THING I do:Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus." Philippians 3:13-14 (NIV)

*caps my emphasis

Safety in Sanctuary

2009-02-24T05:56:00.000-08:00

All of us suffer many losses on this earth. Loss is painful, disorienting. Like a bird that suddenly loses its nest by fire or storm, we take to the air to search for another place of rest . . . and eventually find a way to begin again.

Jesus understands. He understands the instability of life. He said, "foxes have holes and birds have nests, but the son of man has no place to lay His head." (Luke 9:58)

The very Son of God lived in constant instability. He walked in our shoes . . . when people leave or die, when you do not get to say goodbye, when you lose your house or your business or marriage, when you are misunderstood, run out of town, or unwelcome, when you do not know where the next place of rest will be.

We all need to weep our losses. Otherwise the pain and disorientation gets locked up inside . . . and turns into a ball of fear or anger or emotional disconnectedness to ourselves and others.

Jesus knew that. Jesus wept. When Lazarus, a dear friend, died--even knowing that He had the power to raise him from the dead--JESUS WEPT. (John 11:35)

He wept with me this morning. . .

Jesus took me into His arms and just let me weep.

The interesting thing is that when I wept, I found Home again. I let my wings down into a nest of safety. I found sanctuary that is solid. The One who had no home is my Home--a home that remains, always. A solid, open-doored home with a feast of tender mercies inside. A place filled with beauty and pleasant aromas, a place to BE.

You may enter as well. There is room for all, yet intimacy and privacy. I encourage you to go Home where you can grieve your losses, experience deep compassion and, in time, find strength to fly again. . . .

Do not be afraid

2009-02-19T08:19:00.000-08:00

The word of God takes my breath away--without fail, every single day. The manna (literally "honey cakes") He gives each morning fills, strengthens, speaks personally and right on the mark of whatever I need to hear to calm, soothe, instruct--NO MATTER WHAT BAD NEWS THE WORLD SCREAMS.

Our faithful Father whispers calm, protection, provision and strength. He also repeats OVER AND OVER AGAIN: do not be afraid, little one, I will take care of you. . . . I love you and know you by name. I delight in you because you seek ME and trust ME. Listen to astonishing words from scripture today: (emphasis mine)

"It is better to be godly and have little than to be evil and rich. For the strength of the wicked will be shattered, but THE LORD TAKES CARE of the godly. DAY BY DAY THE LORD TAKES CARE of the innocent, and they will receive an inheritance that lasts forever. They will not be disgraced in hard times; EVEN IN FAMINE they will have more than enough. The Lord directs the steps of the godly. He DELIGHTS in every detail of their lives. Though they stumble, they will never fall, for the LORD HOLDS THEM BY THE HAND. Once I was young, and now I am old. Yet I have never seen the godly abandoned or their children begging for bread. . . HE will NEVER ABANDON the godly . . . Put your hope in the Lord. Travel steadily along His path . . . "

Psalm 37:16-19,23-24, 34 (NLT)

It occurs to me that to walk in faith is to surrender the need to predict or control the path but to travel steadily along in trust and quietness--as He holds our hand--knowing that our holy and loving Father will take care of us day by day as continue to seek Him, do His will and trust Him to provide all our needs-- just as we need it.

Aha, there is the real test. We want security in advance--but is that faith? No, He provides day by day, just as we need it--like the birds of the air and the fish of the sea. We work and gather each day--without slothfulness or laziness--yet also without anxiety and fear. Over and over again, He says, do not be afraid little one . . .

He has given me the grace to live like that for years--and He has provided faithfully. I am astonished by His love.

Will you join me in these difficult times and dare to trust Him?

Come to the Fountain!

2009-02-17T07:25:00.000-08:00

Something became very clear to me this morning: human pride is not only short-sighted and foolish, but even more-- it is hated by the Lord because of the hardness of heart that it causes. Hardness of heart then becomes a HUGE obstacle to grace. Our Father loves us so much and He desires to provide all of our deepest needs but cannot do so when there is hardness of heart.

Notice in Mark 3: on the Sabbath, Jesus went into the synagogue and noticed a man with a deformed hand. Knowing that the religious authorities had ridiculous rules about not healing on the Sabbath, Jesus asked the man to stand up in front of everyone. "Then he turned to his critics and asked, “Does the law permit good deeds on the Sabbath, or is it a day for doing evil? Is this a day to save life or to destroy it?” But they wouldn’t answer him. He looked around at them angrily and was deeply saddened by their hard hearts. Then he said to the man, “Hold out your hand.” So the man held out his hand, and it was restored! At once the Pharisees went away and met with the supporters of Herod to plot how to kill Jesus." Mark 3:4-6 (NLT)

Jesus, our Master, always notices our needs! He desires wants to reach us, to touch, to restore, to give us all that we need. Often it is our pride, our spiritual stubbornness, our refusal to ask--that blocks his grace, his mercy, his provision.

Are we willing today to trust Him as a child trusts their parents to provide? Jesus is so much more . . . He is a fountain of blessing to all who will drink. He will take care of us even in famine! He is our source; He is able to care for us as He cares for the birds of the air and the fish of the sea. How much more does He care for us?? Oh, trust Him this day and let Him astonish you!

"Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains, your justice like the ocean depths. You care for people and animals alike, O Lord. How precious is your unfailing love, O God! All humanity finds shelter in the shadow of your wings. You feed them from the abundance of your own house, letting them drink from your river of delights. For you are the fountain of life, the light by which we see. Pour out your unfailing love on those who love you; give justice to those with honest hearts. . . " Psalm 36:6-10 (NLT)

sabbath

2009-02-08T07:39:00.000-08:00

Our loving Father created--then required--the concept of Sabbath to give us the rest that nothing else can give~~the sanctuary of His presence. Think of sabbath as a nest of rest where you can hide from the busyness, the muchness, the noise, the deprivations, the inner aloneness and even the joys of life into an environment of peacefulness, of steady filling . . . like a womb of nourishment, or the nesting of a tiny, dependent bird into mother care. Jesus, our good shepherd, cares for us like that. He "makes us lie down in green pastures" because, much like unthinking lambs, we are prone to deplete ourselves. So, this day, I encourage you to nestle into His sanctuary and receive the tender care your soul needs. Be still . . . and learn.

after the storm

2009-01-25T06:40:00.001-08:00

with deep gratitude to Jesus, janie seltzer

storm clouds

2009-01-24T06:08:00.000-08:00

Clouds hang heavy
in my heart,
when—where
did this storm start?
What wind blew
these clouds
that now soak my soul . . .
I hover in a dark hole
and pray,

wait for the way

He points.

"The Lord is slow to anger and great in power;
the Lord will not leave the guilty unpunished.
His way is in the whirlwind and the storm,
and clouds are the dust of his feet." Nahum 1:3

Discomfort and faith

2009-01-04T10:36:00.000-08:00

If we are to grow as God's children, we must be willing to be uncomfortable--as a little bird is uncomfortable when mother bird stirs up the nest and beckons it to learn to fly, even pushing it out of the nest!

Listen to this from Streams in the Desert: "You will never learn faith in comfortable surroundings. God gives us the promises in a quiet hour; God seals our covenants with great and gracious words, then He steps back and waits to see how much we believe; then He lets the tempter come, and the test seems to contradict all that He has spoken. It is then that faith wins its crown. That is the time to look up through the storm . . . and cry, 'I believe God that it will be as it was told to me."

I seem to learn this lesson over and over again. Therefore, the Lord has taught me to embrace the storm as an important part of the process to test and strengthen my faith--the only thing that lasts from here to eternity! Faith must be tested and the testing never stops. This is because our loving Father seeks to empower us for whatever comes our way. And much will come. More than we ever imagined. More than we think we can handle. But we can. We can because He has prepared us--strengthened our faith to see beyond the storm to the higher purposes--and places of His design. We learn to relax in the storm, knowing that it will actually propel us to His purposes. And His purposes are always good. Always. No matter what. No matter the loss--and from an earthly perspective the losses sometimes seem overwhelming. However, if our eye is on the Kingdom of God, the losses are gains.

Janie Seltzer

Safe in 2009

2009-01-01T09:47:00.000-08:00

Lord Jesus, I don't know what to do

but I follow you;

clasp Your hand

over mine--

I find safety there . . .

for You know the way

I stay close, quieted

by Your side

alive

unafraid.

Janie Seltzer

oh holy night

2008-12-22T09:09:00.000-08:00

A dear friend, Linda Lanham, lies in ICU at Scripps Green Hospital where she continues to battle an infection from a recent brain surgery. Linda, like many in one type of darkness or another, struggles to find Christmas.

When Don and I stood by her bedside a few days ago, she told us that she had come to the realization that even if she did not make it home for Christmas, that Christmas would come to her. She smiled--or maybe I should say glowed. I smiled--astonished. I opened my journal and read to her a poem that poured down from above as I sat in church. These words are very personal to Linda but the message applies to all who need to find their holy night . . .

I come to your bedside

where tubes sprout from flesh

as evil pierces, threatens

in the night.

I shine by your manger

where your mouth,

dry as straw,

cries out for a star.

I come as you hover

on the hillside

outcast

to a place of pain.

To you I come

suddenly

as a multitude of heavenly hosts

comes with brilliant glory.

Christmas comes

in unexpected places,

my beloved daughter;

I have not abandoned you.

Rejoice, even now--

I come.

Janie Seltzer

holy extravagance

2008-12-14T09:15:00.000-08:00

The reading today in Streams in the Desert captures my heart and I want to share it:

"When Jesus gave His all, Himself for us and to us in the holy extravagance of the cross, is it too much if He asks us to do the same thing? No man or woman amounts to anything in the Kingdom, no soul ever touches even the edge of the zone of power, until this lesson is learned that Christ's business is the supreme concern of life and that all personal consideration, however dear or important, are secondary." Dr. Francis

I would further add that when we seek first the Kingdom of God everything else that we most deeply need will be fulfilled! All these other things will be added . . . Jesus promised and I believe it and have experienced this grace. We enter the "zone of power" where God is glorified above all other considerations and He takes personal responsibility for our lives. Oh . . . holy extravagance of the cross.

The space is small
where two crossbeams meet,
not round but square—
Am I to go through there?

I came here longing,
in need of swift grace.
Your face says linger—
remain at this place.

The place is small
where two crossbeams meet,
a sieve that cleanses—
my soul you meet..

I let you rend
and pull me through,
I share both death—
and life with you.

Janie Seltzer

spin Silk . . . this Christmas

2008-12-13T09:17:00.000-08:00

Janie Seltzer

the gift or the Giver?

2008-12-11T08:30:00.000-08:00

The deepest thirst of our soul is for the Giver, not the gift. It is the only drink, the only present under the tree, the only food, the only intimacy that satifies. We will only find deep satifaction from the river of life that flows from the throne of God. God alone.

Are you spending your money on things that do not satisfy? Do you frantically pursue a magical goal that you think will make you happy, protect you from danger, make you feel safe and secure? Everything is an elusive butterfly that will fade, fly away, die in your hand, disappoint--except life in Christ. "In Him is life and without Him is no life at all."

spa for the soul fellowship

2008-12-09T10:02:00.000-08:00

For some time now, the Lord has been planting seeds in my heart to initiate a fellowship of women with an emphasis on spiritual formation and prayer so that we may be healthy-- body and soul-- and integrate our various gifts & calling (vocation) to our broken world. The time seems ripe to do this. . . perhaps in mid-January. (I realize that some of you who follow my blog are out of state and most of this does not apply. Still, do read on . . . for awareness.) Would you begin now to pray about whether the Lord would have you come? This gathering would transcend denominations—affirming each person to continue to participate in their local church. The calling for us to simply gather in His love to be refreshed in His presence (and the presence of one another), to listen and share in His Word, to delight in prayer that is fortified by silence, solitude & surrender to His will.

Let me tell you where seeds where first planted in my life that have impacted my vision for our fellowship. In 1998 or so, I went to a Writer’s Conference in New Mexico. One afternoon while there, I stood studying the announcements on the bulletin board in the cafeteria of the retreat center. My eyes were drawn to a small piece of paper inviting anyone interested to come to a “Taize service” on Friday night. Puzzled as to what it was, a person standing beside me who I did not know said: "Oh, if you have never been to one, you should go," and walked off.

I never saw that person again but when Friday night arrived, I chose to follow the map, alone in the setting sun, to a building on the outskirts of the retreat center where the service was to be held. I arrived early and as I stood there wondering what to do while I waited, I noticed a sign pointing the way to a labyrinth. I was unfamiliar with the labyrinth, other than a vague sense that I had read about it somewhere. So, I read the plaque that described the origin (a monastery in France) and purpose (a meditative, prayerful walk in the presence of God) of the labyrinth. Since I had time on my hands, curiosity drove me to explore the curious path set at the base of majestic red cliffs that glistened in the golden rays of the sun.

My walk around the intriguing maze was intentional: I sought the presence of triune God, leaned in to hear His voice and paid attention to my inner and outer reality. (This is a side note but part of the story nonetheless.) My experience was only positive as I enjoyed both the beauty of creation and the soothing presence of the Holy Spirit. I remember the inner draw towards holiness and inner quietness to hear . . .

That draw was deepened further when I heard music wafting from the nearby building. Gentle, swelling music sent chills down my spine. I closed the gate that surrounded the labyrinth and entered the building . . . following the music to a room lit only by candlelight. A few dozen people were scattered around the room that had no distinct center or focal point. A few musicians played acoustic guitar and the flute, I believe, but the primary instrument seemed to be the human voice lifted in praise to God. There were no song sheets as the simple choruses were easy to follow and enabled your spirit to enter into the presence of God and into prayer.

The most accurate portrayal of Taize worship is a place of rest where space is created for God to enter while prayers are both sung and uttered inwardly in the depths of the soul. You are unencumbered by interruptions to worship--in the presence of God and of one another. Although I met no one and walked away in the silence of the night, making my way back to my cabin, I did not feel alone. A large measure of satisfaction filled and healed me. I felt accompanied by the gentle Spirit of Jesus and wanted only to linger longer in the active, warm presence of the living God. I share this as backdrop to my introduction to an entirely different kind of worship—worship that fortifies the spirit in quiet but deeply impactful ways.

Over these last few months, the Lord drew me back to learn more about the Taize community, to order CD's of the worship and to read about the heart of the ministry. The community was formed at the end of World War II by one man, a Protestant named Brother Roger with a desire to provide a place of safety for fleeing Jews and a vision to begin a ministry of reconciliation in a broken world. The community resides in a little village called Taize in the countryside of France, where hundreds of thousands of young people (and adults) flock like thirsty geese in search of water. http://www.taize.fr/en (I hope to go there one day.)

Do I envision our fellowship enjoying Taize worship? Perhaps, as He leads and guides. More than anything, as I incorporate into my life the beautiful spirit of worship—expressed by the metaphor of Spa for the Soul—which radiates with the tender heart of Jesus, I am led to share it with others who are thirsty for the same. I envision us going on retreats together, enjoying community, learning together, encouraging and supporting each other in the bond of love. If you are stirred to come to this fellowship (and are able)--where our souls are brought near to the heart of God and to each other in gentleness, humility and strength in His Spirit and His Word--please let me know, as well as any questions and/or comments-- and most of all, join me in prayer for wisdom and direction . . . as we follow the Lord.

“When I think of all this, I fall to my knees and pray to the Father, the Creator of everything in heaven and on earth. I pray that from his glorious, unlimited resources he will empower you with inner strength through his Spirit.

Then Christ will make his home in your hearts as you trust in him. Your roots will grow down into God’s love and keep you strong. And may you have the power to understand, as all God’s people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love is.

May you experience the love of Christ, though it is too great to understand fully. Then you will be made complete with all the fullness of life and power that comes from God. Now all glory to God, who is able, through his mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think.

Glory to him in the church and in Christ Jesus through all generations forever and ever! Amen.” Ephesians 3:14-21 (NLT)

Emmanuel

2008-12-06T12:41:00.000-08:00

The Lord is bringing our nation to its knees. In doing so, He calls His people to perhaps the first true Christmas in decades. He calls us to true worship, to seek His face as a child at His feet. Worship means to draw near to kiss.

When we do that--faithfully, daily making time to be near Him--we find Christmas! Your heart will swell with more joy than the finest present under the tree. Your soul will settle down in the presence of the Prince of Peace . . . King of Kings, Lord of Lords, gentle Shepherd who knows you by name.

Emmanuel. God with us.

Janie Seltzer

Comforting Solitude

2008-12-04T07:48:00.000-08:00

My heart restless, discouraged and sad—
I need Your hope to go on.
I find a private place and wait for You to come;
Soon, soon something will change, I know.

I open your Word—quiet—to hear,
Feed my spirit, Father, so I can breathe again,
Smile again, find energy to love and work again;
Soon, soon something will change, I know.

I tell You my pain—hold nothing back—
You lift me high, like a lamb, on your shoulders;
I am close to your ear, I know that You hear—
Soon, soon something will change, I know.

Here in the solitude, life stirs again;
My heart finds the friend I need in You—
All that You say takes my fear away,
Changed, changed—everything has changed.

Janie Seltzer

" . . . he went up on a mountainside by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone." Matthew 14:23 (NIV)

perfection or fullness?

2008-12-01T09:49:00.000-08:00

The goal of the spiritual life is not orderliness and human perfection; it is fullness of life and joy. It is the life of Jesus in us. When we focus on the relationship with Jesus, everything else will gradually take care of itself--as the Spirit works within us to change our desires and set our inward compass with self- control, power and love. (II Timothy 1:7)

Jesus cautioned us about the error of seeking human perfection and orderliness without the fullness of the Spirit of God. He tells a story about a man whose soul, like a house, was cleansed of a demon. However, the demon returns (seeking a place of rest) and "when it arrives, it finds the house unoccupied, swept clean and put in order. Then it goes and takes with it seven other spirits more wicked than itself, and they go in and live there." Matthew 12:44-45a (NIV)

The key word here is "unoccupied." What and who occupies our souls? Or, are you unoccupied and empty inside? You follow all the rules--even follow all the habits needed to be a successful person-- but you are empty inside and exhausted.

Jesus says come to me, let me dwell with you and in you. My love will flow in you like a river of life. It is a river that flows from the very throne of God. There is a stream whose river makes glad . . . even in your most sorrowful times.

I have found it to be true and share with you a poem I wrote in one of my darkest hours:

A Sacred Path

There is a secret and sacred path,
a wounded way.
As He calls
and I follow
I find—
tender light
restful shade
intimate talk
for my soul
to flourish.

The path
is worn

and familiar
to Him.

I lean in
and get
a closer look
at His scars.

Now I know
what love must know:
He is acquainted
with all my ways
and knows
which wounds will heal.

I am stilled
and filled.

How I love this holy place.

Janie Seltzer

the music

2008-11-24T12:01:00.000-08:00

Are you missing the music in your soul? It's been a week since my last blog--that's what traveling will do to you. (I did not need to change terminals, so I still do not know for sure that the story I told in my last blog took place in Chicago. But if anyone else can verify, let me know. . . )

This morning the question arose in my mind: why are people afraid to enter the silence of their souls to truly know God? (For me, extended silence in the presence of God is the greatest gift on earth. I am especially hungry for it when I am on the road and the chance for stillness is sparse.)

Silence is critical to knowing God. The NLT translation of Psalm 46:10 makes this point especially clear: "Be silent, and know that I am God." This short verse is best experienced this way: (see if you can walk down these stair steps without fear)

be silent and know that I am God

be silent and know

be silent

A list that I came up with as to why people do not want to go there include:

-it is unknown

-it is holy and I am not

-it will swallow me

-I will lose control

-I am alone

-it is the place of knowing and I do not want to know

-I am terrified of God

-I can't quiet myself to get there

Then, I made another list of what I find in silence (admittedly after years of 'sorting' and learning to quiet myself--but you have to have the courage and conviction to start sometime!) A list of what i find there in the silence: (not necessarily in order)

-rest

-home

-peace

-wisdom

-meaning, purpose, direction

-love, forgiveness, acceptance

-hope

-the smile of Jesus

-power and strength for life

-clarity of priorities
-flexibility of spirit
-generosity of spirit

The jewels, the music . . . it is all there! I encourage you to enter. . .

Each time

I let down my soul

into the deep hole

of darkness,

I find a womb of life

where soothing songs

still my mind . . .

nourishing, empowering

muscles and veins

as I remain;

bones rise

as quiet waters flow-

cuddle, unmuddle

wraps warm goodness

as I hear

the silent symphony

of God.

Janie Seltzer, 11.24.2008

Psalm 119: 54 "Your word is the music of my life."

Ezekiel 1: 24-25 "As (the living beings) flew, their wings sounded to me like waves crashing against the shore or like the voice of the Almighty or like the shouting of a mighty army. When they stopped, they let down their wings. As they stood with wings lowered, a voice spoke from beyond the crystal surface above them." (emphasis mine)

the fourth dimension

2008-11-14T09:33:00.000-08:00

I've been searching for a poem that I wrote on an airplane a year or so ago after reading, The Transforming Moment, by James Loder, a professor at Princeton with degrees in psychiatry & theology. (I love the book & have read it several times.) Dr. Loder describes the four dimensions of life as: the lived world, the self, the void & the holy.

As I changed planes in Chicago, the words to this poem starting flowing. . . (At least I think that I was there. . . I will be back in that airport tomorrow and I will find out for sure.) To reach another terminal, you have to go underground into a tunnel, onto one of those wonderful moving walkways, while a brilliant light show pulsates around you. All the while, I was thinking about Loder's astute insights--in particular, of the spiritual life being the fourth--and truest dimension--of life. He relates that the fourth dimension is hard wired into our souls to seek and find--the very face of God--just as an infant needs the mother's face to focus and find security.

As I moved along the rather disorienting pathway underneath the Chicago airport, I realized that my 'focal point" --the sense of security that I had in the watchful and loving face of Christ--kept me stable, unafraid, and free to enjoy the kaleidoscope firing off the walls of the tunnel. As I rode along, the poem started started forming in my mind and I continued to work on it on the next plane. I'm not sure that it's done but I wanted to share it anyway.

The problem for me today was that I couldn't find the poem because I did not remember that I titled it "Radiance." Finally I found it when I did a search on my computer and now I rename it simply, "The Face."

Since I've been blogging lately about the astonishing smile of God, this poem seems to be a fitting bookend to those thoughts. The book of Hebrews says that Moses was not afraid of the King becasue he "saw the invisible" (Heb. 11:27) and then, one chapter later, we are instructed as believers to "keep our eyes on Jesus" on whom our faith depends from beginning to end! (Heb. 12:2).

The Face

His smile kindles
the universe with life
and heals
the bewildered heart;
Trees and animals thrive,
the hills—alive
with the glory of God.
We are lifted in joy
by the Risen face—
radiance now
in time and space.

Janie Seltzer

"The Son is the radiance of God's glory and the exact representation of his being, sustaining all things by his powerful word. After he had provided purification for sins, he sat down at the right hand of the Majesty in heaven." Hebrews 1:3 (NIV)